A world of darkness is not a place I want to be

I don’t want to believe in a type of place. So why do I feel like my life is a painted picture of that fierce darkness

Until the wind whispers to my soul

Alive

You are alive

You are the same but so very different

You are not pain

You are not trauma

Suffering

Abuse

Abandonment

Broken hearts

Confusion

Or disappointment

You don’t belong to your feelings

Breathing

You are breathing

I have seen all the wonder capable of human eyes

And just when I think I can see no more

I do

You are more than just resiliency

Whisper to my soul

I want words to make me whole

But I can never find enough

But song

Dance

Joy

Newness

Discovery

Fucking LOVE, man

It’s love

It is always always always love

If I close my eyes and picture only the sun

It warms me

Melts me

Holds me

& that helps

So much

Being real broken

Small

Scared & sad

In a space that holds you is the most wonderful

The safest

^this is home